Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Today, my name is Linkin Park.

Nuummmbbbbbbbbbb.. lol. Sizzurp is da shit mannnn. My body is you know.. Like.. Kinda numb-ish. I like this. I like being away from the world. There are wayyyy too many problems on earth to be here 24/7 365. I just need a rest sometimes. Alcohol and smoking has been my release. I need to find a better, safer way to break away from all the things keeping me hostage from a simple, short breath. Anyway, drugs are bad but I'm clearly not a poster child of innocence.
I keep telling people, do what makes you feel good. Even if it's for a minute or so. At least you can say that you feel happy. Not many people can say that. Unfortunately for me, my being happy is sex, drugs and alcohol. You guys need to stop being to concerned with how everyone sees you and you need to take some time for yourself. At the end of the day, you need to understand that people don't make you and they definitely shouldn't break you. You need to understand that you are not tied down to this earth, you are alone and you need to start doing things to make you feel nice. As harsh as it sounds, it's the truth. You were born alone and you'll die alone (unless you were in some mass suicide (can't help you then buddy)). You need to do things that make you happy. You only have one life; why live it to please others?
This is just coming from an intoxicated chick who feels that everyone is so stuffed with the problems surrounding them.
Personally, I don't care what anyone says about me. I've been told over and over again that it's not the good way to live, but you know what? I don't give a fuck. I strive for happiness and I will continue in my journey to find it. Happiness is amazing man. I swear. I 'd rather be happy than have a new car, house, etc. Stop living for others and live for yourself mannn.

Sincerely, Intoxicated Mouse. <3

1 comment:

  1. "Stop living for others and live for yourself."

    Wonderful words. I followed your PoF profile here, read your posts, and think you have said some wonderful things.

    Cheers, Michael

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