Today, my name is Day One.

I'm not usually one for writing my intimate life for many too see, but I honestly think this deserves recognition. I've had a bit too much of this. It is way too much for me right now and I'm getting sick of humoring people. I'm done with this immature bullshit. I'm trying to move forward in life, not backwards. I'm getting sick of reviving past relationships. Why should I continue doing things and dealing with people who have brought negativity to me in the past? I'm not gonna sit here and pretend that I'm Little Miss Perfect because I'm not. I point out my faults to those of importance.

I have fallen out of relationships with people who I loved dearly, and those have happened for a reason. I do not beg friends or boyfriends. I've been hurt and I have caused pain onto others, but honestly, I'm getting sick of it. ARGH!!! I am soo angry right now. Why do people have to bring their bullshit around me? GO AWAY!

This part right here is for that one person. Grow up. Seriously. Think about the things you tell me and tell me if the things you say are grown. I mean.. Look at you. Wanting independence from the people and things surrounding you. You look grown and you act grown sometimes, but at the end of the day, your anger gets the best of you. I honestly hope you get whats coming to you, and that's not a threat. Even through all the negative things that happen to you whether its family, me, friends etc. what you don't realize is that you hurt people and you know what I mean by that. But whatever. Enough about you.

I don't like stupid and especially immature people. I'm almost 20 and although at times I still act like a kid, I'm moving on and trying to be better in the things I do and the things I am involved with. But when I'm surrounded by these kinds of people, what else is there to do but lock them off? I don't have the patience to sit here and try to educate people on what it means to have sense. That is something they'll have to figure out for themselves. I am not your mother. I have no children. So please, either smarten up or get the fuck outta my way.

In regards to my love life [or lack there of] I'm back to square one. I'm done with humouring you. This is day one.