Today, my name is Cat Food.

Last post of the night guys. Bitch is psycho.

Today, my name is B.S.

What are you thinking with my title being "Today, my name is B.S"? Bullshit? No. Britney Spears. This isn't going to be a long post, but she is so freakin awesome that I can't fully understand her.. lol.. While heading to my birthday party at Level last weekend, my bff, her bf and myself, "If You Seek Amy" came on the radio. My bff Oriel flung herself around from the passenger seat and pretty much screamed in my face "OMG DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS SONG MEANS!?" No Oriel, I don't. She tried explaining it to me talking about If you seek Amy, and there actually isn't anyone named Amy. I kind of understood her. She said "Ok, just say If you seek Amy in your head a few times". I did, but its sounded a lot more than just looking for some chick named Amy. Then the chorus came on..

Love me hate me

Say what you want about me

But all of the boys and all of the girls are beggin' to If You Seek Amy

Love me hate me

But can't you see what I see

All of the boys and all of the girls are beggin' to If You Seek Amy

Like I said, there is NO ONE named Amy. When I listened to this part of the song, I had chills running up and down my spine because of Britneys brilliance, and beside the fact that it scared the crap outta me. If you haven't realized it yet, let me break it down. "But all of the boy and all of the girls are beggin' to F.U.C.K. ME". Read the lyrics again, listen to the song. You'll get it. GOD I love B.S!

Today, my name is Cassie/Amber.

As if the title doesn't speak itself. On Facebook, I changed my status to "I think I should shave my head. Should I?" And a couple of my friends are still CURRENTLY having an ongoing battle on whether if I should or shouldn't. One friend, mentioned Cassie's haircut. I've been hearing about it for a while now, but I haven't gotten around to actually seeing it. I decided to google it. Now, besides the fact that she still has the same DAMNED hair style she had before. And another thing that I don't think that many people noticed, but look at her style of clothes when she was sane, and look at it after she cuts it. I don't understand, since when does cutting your hair make you a rockstar, or whatever she's clearly trying to be? I dunno man. Diddy, Cassie.. Smarten the FUCK UP! Grow your GOTDAMNED hair and stop acting like a damn fool. Its not cute hunny.. At all. But in other news, I really want to shave my hair like this chick named Amber Rose. Her hairs pretty cool. I dig. I dig a lot =). Well. tired of writing.. Vote yes on Amber Rose.

Today, my name is Talent.

Not that this guy needs it, but my friend Mr Ryan Tedder is a genius. There isn't really much to say about this guy that his videos don't show. As I was on Youtube, I stumbled across one of his latest videos that I haven't watched yet and so I watched it. When I first came across one of his videos, at the first couple of seconds.. I was like "What in the hell is this guy doing?!", but as the video went on, I saw that he was creating a master piece. He has a crazy talent and I hope all of his dreams come true. He is like my own personal Ryan Leslie lol. Seriously, Ryan (T) reminds me so much of Mr Leslie. Anywho, here is the video I was watching. Enjoy☻! Or else!

P.s. Here is his Myspace -> http://www.myspace.com/ryantedder412

Today, my name is Arriba.

Ok, so I literally just got back home from following my sister to Price Choppers. We were in the cereal aisle when I see this little girl, no older than 4 years old, and something about her catches my eye. As I'm standing 2 feet away from her, she turns around to look at the cereal behind me and it is at that point where I realize that her mother has put black eye liner on her child. What the hell? When I was 17, my mom didn't even like when I wore makeup. She told me to save it for when I'm going somewhere really important. I didn't listen of course, but I just really couldn't understand WHY this little girls mother had put makeup on her. To make it worse, just as my sister and I were leaving the cereal aisle, I hear someone say "Arriba! Come here!". Sure enough, I turn around and see the same 4 year old goth child running back to her mother. When I see shit like this, it really makes me wonder what fucking drugs these people are on. Arriba, pssh!

Today, my name is Superficial.

Random thought of the day, why do people, women in general, feel the need to look perfect? I mean, first things first.. What is p e r f e c t? Why is it that there are hundreds of thousands of girls out there that spend so much money on clothes, hair, nails etc and they barely have a proper education? Are there not more important things out there than how you look? And majority of these girls are out here, breaking their pockets to impress people. What is this world coming to? When I get made fun of for leaving my house with my hair not done and my clothes not matching. I mean, if I don't give two shits what any one has to say about me, why does the rest of the world rely on what they're told? Many [if not all] girls are trying to be super models; and don't get me wrong. Go 'head, go do your thing. But stop breaking your pockets on all these unnecessary things when you could be investing your money into something a lot more worth while. If you wanna look good and feel that a Rihanna hair cut, a new fill & design or new blazers make you look perfect then go ahead, but when you're down and out, contemplating Welfare, I'll be out of the road with my red chucks, purple skinnys and my grey Winnie The Pooh t-shirt with an education to my name.

Today, my name is Change.

♫Things come & go. Seasons change. People grow, the world turns...Things come & go. Winter. Summer. Spring and Fall...♪ I feel like only half the chorus of that song.. Hence the "..." lol. Anywho, earlier I was talking to my dear ol' friend Timbot. We were talking about life, friends etc and he had a very good point. It's not one I didn't know before, but he put it more into perspective. He basically told me to live life for me. Not that I didn't before, but he phrased it differently than I have ever heard. This isn't a new feeling for me, but it's one I decided to write about. People come and go in my life like it's a revolving door. I mean I don't really care who comes, but it's the people who leave. I have way too many people in my life, whether it's for a good reason or a bad reason. Many of the people who are there for the wrong reasons are or probably have been already been locked off. There have been some new people in my life that I wouldn't mind allowing them to stay, but I'm not begging. People come to me for different reasons. Some of those come, get what they want and then leave. Get your mind out the gutter! It's nothing like that. As I was saying, I don't have many friends and I cherish the ones I have. It's 2009 and people are still doing things that they shouldn't be doing. I mean, many if not all the people in my life right now have been there for years and it seems like 90% of these people are still acting the same way they were when I met them. Sometimes change is good. It's Spring. Time for change. Don't you think?